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Thursday, September 18, 2008

Euphony



Shelter by Sarah Mclachlan

They’re crowded into the smallest spaces
While outside all of nature cries
It’s known to be cruel and unfair
But there is no place to hide
Oh I’ve seen a part of people that I never really want to share
Oh I’ve seen a part of people that I never knew was there
Chorus
Shelter - give them shelter from the coming storm
Shelter - give them shelter from the coming storm
I can’t sleep haunted by their faces
The sadness in their eyes
It hurts so much to see them helpless
It makes me want to cry
But still there is so much left unanswered
For so many innocent lives
They close the doors and are letting nobody in
And only the strong will survive

Chorus

I’ve seen the anger and I’ve seen all the dreams
And I’ve watched an existence torn apart by the seams
And though I may seem helpless
I will do all that I can do
Oh I’ve seen a part of people that I never really want to share
Oh I’ve seen a part of people that I never knew was there

Chorus

Sunday, September 7, 2008

blunders, misprisions, accidents


Me just after taking a swim in the stream. So it wasn't very deep, but I did get my head under the water.
Vuyo (and I) in the tent, hiding from the rain.

Vuyo is being trained for search and rescue! Need to get out there and put some time into his learning.


I went backpacking in the South San Juan wilderness in Colorado for Labor Day weekend. It was supposed to be a 3-day hike, but it started raining super early Sunday morning and so we stayed in camp instead of packing up wet tents. It rained solidly until about 4 am Monday morning. Whew! What craziness, everyone in the group keeps a good attitude mostly so it still remains enjoyable enough amidst the sogginess.


I have been spending a lot of time this year contemplating contentment: with stuff and life situations; what does it mean to be content and how is contentment different from complacency? The learning and exploring continues as I experience discontentment. Albuquerque can be difficult for me sometimes because I tend to feel stagnant and confined, I am not putting roots down here (despite having lived here most of my life). :) So discontentment makes me feel like something needs to change, but what will restore that harmony? Is it a perspective issue or situational?
Kathleen Norris has a book being released in a little over a week about acedia: described as a slothful, soul-weary indifference ; "the noonday demon" that attacks the hungry, weary soul, making us run from God's love in the middle of our days.
A friend recently wrote me saying that while I am looking at life from an issue of contentment, her view through the kaleidoscope's lens is one of faith and trust.